Friday, September 02, 2005
Friday, September 02, 2005
hurting'
sighhs. i dont know whys i so kpo. whys ? i went to see her testimonials last night. i sleep late because of this. haiss. whys am i so stupid to hurt myself ? i cried after reading those. i cant sleep. tears were there. i kept thinking about whats i saw. whats i read. guess you wont know. i never tell you anything. so you dont tell mie is okay. haiss. i am worry. but since you dont want say, i also cant do anything. my fault bahhs. maybe i dont understandd you. maybe you care but i dont know. maybe you want mie to concentrate but i also dont know. so many possibilities. haiss. woke up at 830. then went for tuition. thannks owner. i know you cared. and only you cared right now. i am grateful. but this doesnt means i accept. i wont made any decision now. sorrys. i think i cant forget the pasts. and i dont know whats am i thinking now. him bahhs. i dont understandd myself too. i never find myself. took bus 80 and reached lerrs. i hate this chapter. hope tomolo maths test i canns handle. god bless. after tuition, is againss. owner msged mie. at the right time ? i dont know. i wonder whys is it nottx you. but you. haiss. i really have no mood. leave mie alonne at the moment. maybe listen to my songs made mie feel better. but no batt againss. god wanted to make funn of mie ? wanted to make mie suffer from all these ? one problem after another. i really cant take it. i aint thats strong enough. then went to hougang mall. ate tom yam. my first time tryying. nottx thats badd lahhs. sour sour de. then the more i eat, the more spicy it is. neverminds. i still canns take it. reeree challenge mie to drink the soup. i did. yes, i did it. but is impossible or mie to drink all. hahas. then she do art. i studied chinese lohhs. yuppes. after thats pei her photocopy then go home lerrs. do a bit of english. listen to songs. i like the rain. wish thats i canns study downstairs. who will pei mie ? haiss. i like the wind. i stayed at the window, watching the rain and feeling the wind blew on my face. i breathe in the nice cool air. so nice. never go jogging lerrs. i have no mood also. watched superstar. so excited. i want weilian win. nottx the bagei kelly. lolss. she sarks lahhs. omg. jj is damm nice. i like him. hahas. i vote for weilian. i called. phew ! lucky weilian WON. yea ! he is the superstar. i cried a little. touched mahhs. when the result came outtx, i shouted and screamed lolss. yuppes. continue my english. i slack a lot today. i never study science. hows ? left behind lerrs. i hope all those doing art and d&t de are doing well. jiayou ! all of them are chionging. ummm. you take ccares, will you ? i want your results to be good. tomolo have school. dont wake up late againss. dont runn againss. lolss. good nites ! take cares. huggs-
