Monday, September 05, 2005
Monday, September 05, 2005
misses'
sighhs. pull myself up at 12pm. hahas. wanted to sleep and sleep de. neverminds. ate glutinous rice. made by my grandma. is nice. but damm full. i have no mood eat. watched the repeat of superstar. kelly really sarks. hahas. then watch and watch tv. never go outtx. today is sunday. haiss. then i managed to study a bit.write the formulas for physics. do tys. listen to songs. i sing as loud as i could. but hope i am nottx outtx of tune. lolss. parents are back. cant listen to my songs lerrs. dad is around. he will nagg at mie if he saw thats. please lohhs. i cant 7 A1s de. think carefully lahhs. is either sarcastic or whats does thats mean ? i know myself. i wont get such good grades. canns you say before you think ? so big lerrs still like thats. i hate you for nottx understanding mie. wont you think of asking mie. concerning mie. care for mie ? NO ! both of you wont. both of you dont know whats i want. whats i need. just admit thats both of you are nottx my parents. is this a family ? is this call a family ? lack of communications. lack of care, concern and understanding. i dont like this family. i cant study at home. noise pollution. especially my sis. i want to go outtx and study. but you will nagg mie againss. my home is nottx a study environment on sunday. but i am so free on sunday. so whats canns i do ? i cant go outtx ? i dont want to waste time lohhs. dont you understandd ? i cant continue like this. GOD, tell mie whats to do. i slack after they made so much noise. thats i cant concentrate too. waited for dinner. watch tv againss. watch and watch. looking at my fone. so old lerrs. nottx even one year nia. i want to change fone. but sure cannot de. have to wait for next year. arrrgh ! i cant wait de. sadds. ummm. guess we are still the same. you have your own stuffs to do. chatting with her will make you feel better bahhs. she is everything. guess having her is enough lerrs. maybe i have made my decision. haiss. but i will put my studies first. yuppes. tryying to put you aside. it's nice to know that you were there. thanks for acting like you cared and making me feel like i was the only one. sighhs. ohyahhs. i have a call today. looking for zhang ge de. the person called zhang lun or whats de. he ask my name. but i said wrond number and hang up. he still msged mie and asked who i am. i replyed 'whys should i tell you. wrong number means wrond number'. hahas. he replyed back ' okok. sorry sorry. relax relax'. so farnie. lolss. hack care lahhs. just find it farnie. ummm. tomolo have maths remedial. 8am lehhs. so early. have to morning call lazy bum. see i canns wake up anottx. hahas. 8 more days to prelims. arrrrgh ! lots and lots to study. hoping time canns past slower. or stopp at this moment. let mie have the time to absorb more. yawns ! going to sleep. if nottx cant wake up lerrs. good nites. take cares. huggs-
