Friday, September 30, 2005
Friday, September 30, 2005
nobodyknows'
sighhs. yesterday night sleep quite late. was curious. so i do the quiz. cut the newpaper. heard from kor mahhs. canns win money lehhs. lolss. do lerrs then went to sleep. so you think i canns sleep ? haiss. every night. everyday is so torturing. i have to struggle through it. today went to school againss. errrh. suan lerrs. band have announcement. was shocked when mich came and call us over. thought we graduate lerrs mahhs. ummm. then they were saying some instruments are lost. fcuk lohhs. so irresponsible canns. nottx honest at all de. surely is sec ones lahhs. i dont trust them. they have no discipline at all. all attitude problems. never obey the rules. still canns let anybody to touch their instrument. or play horrs. if you know who you are. NO ! is them. most of them. cant stand them. disgrace our band. disgrace our school. sighhs. have to return uniform. bu she de. hahas. i will miss it de. lolss. then went back to class. go through paper. sianns. see my results haiss. have chinese later. went to com lab againss. yuppes. yea ! i am happy againss. really crapps lahhs. i want to play too too train againss. hahas. childish. do chinese compre. then canns go lerrs. recess time. i got eat horrs. stop nagging mie. sighhs. i dont want to see. made mie sick. and sadds. haiss. after eating, went to look for mdm ong. thannks coursework. save mie. from D7 to B4. yuppes. so my L1R4 is 24. i know is badd. is lousy. saw fen. cheer ups ! ummm. my english sarks. i cant write a good compo. even have to be criticized. sadds. maths lerrs. very sianns. but sw so farnie lohhs. made the whole class laugh. especially mie, jes and ree. damm farnie. he is masked with the picture of mr bean. hahas. so ugly and farnie. we laughed non stop. i know is irritating. but i cant stop it. hahas. oops. mslim is angry. think we laugh for half an hour bahhs. i dont know. lolss. the picture is still in my mind. if everyday i canns see sw do thats, my mood will be better lerrs. after school, have to do paper one. but we brought back and do. went to tuition with ree. some lazy bum never go for thousand years. lolss. still want to lend popular card. hahas. took bus and do maths paper on the bus. wa. my head damm giddy. reached lerrs. phew. both of the irritating ones never go today. peaceful. do and do maths. three hours. arrrrh. really very tiredd. went home then. nottx in good mood lerrs. auto and auto. thinking thats whys ? it is nottx thats easy to forget. tearing. i walked thats route againss. i think it will become a habit. yuppes. memories. walk slowly slowly home. thought i canns sit there. too badd. watched tv and do thats quiz againss. lame mahhs. nice show. reply kor's letter then read compos againss. read lerrs also never improve. still sarks. yucks. tomolo still have tuition. my mind and body are nottx functioning properly. i am just a toy lahhs. funn to play with. and throw away. play another one. so funn lohhs. the deep deep wound will never be healed. i just dont know hows to start. hows to talk. hows to speak. so forget it. i care. so whats ? nobody need mie. i am just a piece of rubbish. being thrown away. yuppes. i dont understandd. i hate hate hate. good nites ! nobodyy knows. nobody understandd. only heaven knows.
