Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
oneday'
sighhs. stress stress stress. woke up today. never forget my fone. reached school lerrs. pei darrling. yuppes. look through the bk before going in. haiss. dont know hows to do. apply some formulas only. others all explain and explain de. i very sianns. i dont know whats is this and thats lahhs. i am stupid mahhs. no mood lerrs. boss still canns manage. but i cant. i really CANT ! after the paper, they want to eat. wait for ree. darrling crys. badd mood. so i pei her. sorry min and hong. let her cool down first. i also nottx in good mood. haiss. then rain lerrs. she knew i like it. hahas. we walked to pp in the rain. bought bread and went up up to eat. in a corner where there is music. like pub. lolss. we chat chat. eat eat. we have the same problem. yuppes. but i xi guan lerrs. darrling arrrh. kan kai yi dian. you canns do it de. i beileve you canns. work harder next time. i told her this and thats. but nottx all. hahas. ants are around us lolss. we so crapps lohhs. pretend thats we are those ants. hahas. lame. sit there for dont know hows long lerrs. nobody canns find us de. muhahaha. when i sadds, i also want go there. ummm. then we set off to another mission. we walk from pp to sss. hahas. the journey was crapps. funn. scary. and frightening. lolss. the chamelon canns appear infront of you so sudden and ran off. i think got ten of them. the journey was damm damm long. plus the sunny sun. i am melting. if is at night, surely got wind de. neverminds. my first time mahhs. at least we tried. we talked about lots of stuffs. yuppes. reached sss lerrs. we took bus home then. cant tahan till my hse. damm far canns. i hope she is fine now. cheer ups ! went home. bathe then go over there for a while. ummm. went to ps. pei ree eat lunch then we went to tuition lerrs. reached there at 230. saw irritating noisy auntie there. hahas. do paper. at least today do more lerrs. very tiredd arrrh. many stuffs to remember. going to die soon. sighhs. left there at 630. four hours nia. broke record. going to rain lerrs. wind was so strong. but i like. next time wear jacket. hahas. although it was quiet, i dont mind. went home. tears came. then stop. then came againss. from errrr till now. think i too FAN lerrs. too worried. too stress. too sadds. haiss. then watch tv. never talk at all. sit there watch. commercial then look through a maths. lots to go. sighhs. i am very tiredd lerrs. headache. i dont knnow when i am collapsing. one day bahhs. really damm auto. i dont want to talk to anyone. wanted to be alonne. sorrys ! i really never eat nowadays. dont even craving for any food. one day maybe one meal or nottx even one. getting used to it. one day after another. i wont die because of this. ummm. guess i will be okay tomolo. but nottx today. let mie be. i scared i cant take it. i scared this. i scared everything. i am worry too. i cant describe the feeling i am going through. haiss. sorry to make you worry. tomolo i will be fine. i hope so. tomolo going school early to pei hong. and i canns study also. yuppes. good luck for tomolo. god bless ! good nites. take cares. lorves' huggs-
