Wednesday, October 05, 2005
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
dian dian di di'
sighhs. today very tiredd. cold weather. shivers* i want to wear jacket. but neverminds lahhs. like so AA. hahas. reached school and no where to go. go school early also nothing to do. boredd. because i am alonne. so thats the life. went back class. no mood for anything. no crapps today. i never see. is it good ? no. haiss. have eng lesson for so long. i want sleep lerrs. after thats have ss. stupid ba gei take our free period. hmmmph. my ss really cannot make it lohhs. must go remedial. then geo. sighhs. they dont even want to save mie. no remedial for mie. F9 lehhs. neverminds. i know i cant be saved. yuppes. then have recess. think i having badd luck. someone beside mie just dropped the bowl of dont know whats. fcuk. scalded my leg. went to wash. still pain canns. i am nottx really angry. i still canns laugh. i cant remember the guy's face. lolss. think many people saw. oops. xia suay lohhs. neverminds. its over. cat found white hair from mie. hahas. neverminds. too stress lerrs mahhs. small thing lahhs. have f&n lesson then. slack around lohhs. play around. calculate in the shortest time. lolss. lame. boredd arrrh. went back class and sleep. i dont want to see anything. i dont want to hear anything. so sleep is the best ! haiss. later i open my mouth, something happen againss. so talked less. yawns ! woke up and have maths. do ws and school end lerrs. but still have ss remedial. sianns. i cant beileve thats. i want to know the truth. i am curious. joce also. wondering if my birthday also canns go HIGH CLASS restaurant eat horrs. dont know want to beileve her anottx. ummm. if she canns, i dont beileve i cant. hahas. neverminds. crapps. have to do structured essay then ccanns go home. finished at 3pm. never go tuition. tiredd. thannks kor ! walking in the rain. finally. its nice. the wind also. have a lil chat with hb. then back to my thinking lerrs. i daydream in the bus. walked thats route. reached home and find sth to eat. starting to do homework. sis too. she says she want to study hardd de. hahas. glad thats she think of study. but she cant concentrate de. neverminds. i am tiredd. but i told myself i cant SLEEP. so wash my face then continue. think i having eye bags and eye rings. getting worse lerrs. hahas. i cant sleep early. arrrgh. i am getting fatter. dying lerrs. will have heart disease. have obesity. have breathing difficulties. have all sorts of illness. must ccreate my coffin first. must have aircon. have tv. have FIRST CLASS service. hahas. remember arrrrh. tomolo have tuition bahhs. but i want night study lehhs. STUDY is important. hope you canns study hardd too. will my 21 become 12 ? i think too far lerrs. bring mie back. bring mie away from the confusion. i cant handle. i lost everything. good nites. take cares.
