Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Tuesday, October 04, 2005
pallid'
sighhs. today morning was late lohhs. quite pissed lahhs. stupid bus. its my fault also. i dont have a sense of urgency to board the bus. then my sis a bit nottx happy. sorrys ! but is the bus fault ! yuppes. wanna take cab. but no cab. haiss. fated de. bus came so board lohhs. i never set a good example. lolss. knew we will be late. so i wont run de. walk faster only. mr singh is nice for today. hahas. if gt exams dont need run. so good. don canns came in at 8am. dont need run lohhs. suspension. hahas. i dont like to run early in the morning. i got no stamina. no strength. nno energy to run three rounds. cat pei mie. we run behind. i want to act sick de. have a bit of tummy ache. really very tiredd after running. stupid councellors. cat worse than mie. her 10th time. her ez link been taken away. lolss. mine is 4th time bahhs. hahas. went back class then. i know i am smelly lahhs. hahas. shoo ! went to com lab againss. sighhs. avoid. did i ? errrh. is cold inside. shivers* my ear hole sensitive againss. i thought okay lerrs. damm pain. blood. eee ! mdm lee so lenient. and get bullied easily. no good. yahhs. after chinese lesson is chem. passing around the paper. realised my L1R4 get 21. hows come ? i still dont understandd. but is better than 24. i lost to them. nottx happy. arrrgh ! larry really clever lohhs. top ! i thought is my fault agianss. neverminds. i am thinking too much againss. sorrys. blahs blahs. have lots of crapps with jes. i like crapps. but she badd mood then like thats de. so no good. i also. so we crazy together. boring lessons. no one listen to physics. everyone run away. we crapps. hahas. i laughed and laughed. talking about merlion. lolss. talking about whats is far and whats is near. lame. after school have eng remedial. haiss. my compo failed. sadds. when will i improve ? si bai arrh. mrs tey go through with us. one by one. she is nice bbut i disappoint her. dui bu qi. then after thats go home lerrs. thought of ling yu with jes de. but no rain for us to ling. sighhs. suan lerrs. then saw sis so went home together. second time. walked thats route. memories. errrh. went home and slack. too tiredd to study. so i sleep. watched tv. nice ! incredible tales nottx scary for today. read compos. ohyahhs. today darrling never come. hope she is okay. fri. i remembered too. i went home alonne too. same same. i find it okay too. accept the fact lohhs. sorrys darrling. think no one canns change the thinking. is really cant be trusted. you done your best. i still lorve you. hahas. get well soon and we walk thats road againss. jiayou ! everyday is like a torture for mie. no plans for the future. walking aimlessly. on the pieces of broken glass pane. is painful and hurtful. good nites ! take cares.
