sighhs. yesterday never update cause too late lerrs. i am tiredd too. yesterday stayed at home and study. nottx study. do papers. yuppes. i am alonne. do whats i could. never take any nap. i admit i am still thinking about it. i cant stop thinking. i dont think i canns. tearing. somehow i still cant accept it. sighhs. then around evening went to grandma hse. if nottx i will be alonne at home againss. i hate it. so scary and eerie. then i will anyhow think againss. and tearing. I DNT WANT ! so i went with them. reached there and ate dinner. lorves grandma's cooking. yummy. i lorve her too. hahas. she feed mie grapes. so sweet ! she gave mie hongbao. hahas. my birthday coming mahhs. BIG BIG thannks ! wow. hees. she so good. LORVES her. feel like hugging her. she says must study hardd. haiss. i must nottx disappoint her. hows ? stress arrrh. ummm. she so cute lohhs. teach us to exercise. like hows to be thinner. hahas. damm cute. i laughed and laughed. all of us exercise with her. the scene was so memorable. should have video it down. hahas. think my back really have problem. after doing, i canns feel the pain. ouch ! haiss. old lerrs. my shoulder there pain also. sighhs. anywhere also have problem. i looked pale and green mehhs ? hahas. if like thats very ugly lehhs. hows ? neverminds. have chit chat. but i never talked much. suddenly auto lerrs. reached home at 11 plus lerrs. yawns ! today woke up at 11 plus. yuppes. study ? haiss. i never. i spent all my time on thats compo. sibai lohhs. i write one compo for the whole afternoon. haiss. my english really cannot make it lohhs. errrh. stayed at home. but today nottx alonne. like the wind. like the rain. finally finish my compo. then read compos. kor called to ask maths qn. oops. i cant help him. guess i aint thats good. i am still lousy. sorrys. went to hougang mall with family later. bought little stuffs only. neverminds. saw many nice limegreen stuffs. lorves them. but all very ex de. haiss. sadds. saw giordano. i must but the winnie the pooh one. and the mickey mouse one. so cute. waiting for my birthday so i canns go and buy. hahas. yuppes. five more days. but badd news is 18 more days to prac. 28 more days to chinese. and blahs blahs. no much time left lerrs. hows ? if i look through my f&n coursework now, i find it sarks. hows come i will do until like thats. dont understandd. i never do my best bahhs. tomolo have school. i must pay attention lerrs. DNT FALL ASLEEP ! yuppes. watched qian ji bian. so nice. but i miss the front part. wasted. ohyahhs. ju on 2 is scary. but nice. ummm. so good nites. take cares.
