sighhs. today woke up early and went in for thats chinese paper. was scared. panic. tryying to calm down. okay. paper one. the letter writing was okay. just too slow. and i have no time for the back. arrrgh ! wth. i stuck. i am stuck. lost. my compo gone case lerrs. never FINISH ! arrrrgh ! fcuk. whats am i thinking ? really regret. really blaming myself. haiss. so stupid. so foolish. no mood lerrs. tearing. i kept thinking. cant stop thinking. sighhs. paper two start so fast. went in agains. in a different kind of feeling. tryy to do lohhs. stuck at some where. tryy to overcome. finish lerrs. finally ! called godma. lorves her. told her my condition. feel like hugging her and crys. haiss. went to pp then. hw and i suppose to walk around. waiting for jes. yuppes. then we went to cp. eat bk againss. boredd. but saw darrling. hahas. lorves her. long queue. waited. bought food. i am full. but i am eating. crazy. after thats pei jes buy album. walk here there. exercise. good for health. yuppes. 2pm lerrs. went back school with hw. so quiet. nobody de. a few lower sec. went to find mrslee. nottx there. do our stuffs first. listen to songs. finally she is here. i need her ! hahas. she helped mie a lot today. talk about merger. able to absorb a bit lahhs. then gonna slp lerrs. stupid weather. i wake myself up. and understand the nothern ireland. yea ! thannks mrslee. then we chat chat. she is nice. chat about his son. he wants 20 cars like jackie chan. lolss. hahas. she says we need a goal. ummm. i was thinking. haiss. really have to thannks her. if nottx i wont study ss de. 6pm lerrs. left school. leong min wong remembered mie. hahas. sort of scolded mie. i nv come on one of the night study. sorrys. he booked the SEVEN for mie. got evidence lehhs. i am so touched. lolss. hahas. i will come on wed. wait for mie. lolss. went home. thats route. reached home. tiredd. slack. tomolo is maths day. have tuition and mslim de. wa. dying. no mood de. but thannks friends. felt better. console darrling. cheer ups. hope you are okay. come on ! dont give up. lets cross this finishing line together. do whats you want to do. be whats you want to be. dream whats you want to dream. cause you only got one life and one chance to do the things you want in life. meaningful ! jiayou xP good nites. take cares.