Sunday, November 06, 2005
Sunday, November 06, 2005
- too much to ask -
its the first time i ever felt this lonely i wish someone could cure this pain its funny when you think its gonna work out til you chose weed over me, you're so lame i thought you were cool until the point but up until the point you didnt call me when you said you would i finally figured out youre all the same always coming up with some kind of story everytime i try to make you smile you're always feeling sorry for yourself everytime i try to make you laugh you can't youre too tough you think you're the best is it too much that i'm asking for? i thought you'd come around when i ignored you so i thought you'd have the decency to change but babe, i guess you didn't take that warning 'cause i'm not about to look at your face again can't you see that you lie to yourself you can't see the world through a mirror it wont be too late when the smoke clears 'cause i, i am still here but everytime i try to make you smile you'd always grow up feeling sorry for yourself everytime i try to make you laugh you stand like a stone alone in your zone is it too much that i'm asking for? yeah yeah yeah yeah can't find where i am lying here alone i fear afraid of the dark no one to claim alone again can't you see that you lie to yourself you can't see the world through a mirror it wont be too late when the smoke clears 'cause i, i am still here everytime i try to make you smile you're always feeling sorry for yourself everytime i try to make you laugh you can't you're too tough you think you're the best it was too much that i'm asking for
sighhs. time really flies. one month and twenty nine days lerrs. almost two months lerrs. haiss. tryying to accept. still tryying. i just dnt understandd. yuppes. today woke up by breakfast. lolss. mummy ordered macdonalds. i never eat for months lohhs. hahas. big breakfast ! wahahahas. we ate mac. and mum eat bread. like so ke lian. i am touched. hahas. give her some. yahhs. after thats. do some science. then went to mslim there tuition lerrs. bought pizza and chips from seven eleven. my lunch xP. do worksheets. chats. crapps. blahs blahs' lesser peeps today. good ! lesser noise pollution mahhs. hahas. around 6 plus. we left there. everyone take cares arrrh. lolss. whats does thats means ? i am confused too. pei jiamin eat at bk. study a bit of ss in compass. but bk had lots of peeps around. felt badd. better leave before they chased us outtx. some peeps are inconsiderate lohhs. cant stand them. typical singaporeans. went home and saw one moon and one star. so nice. never manage to take pic. too far away. such nice sky. such a pity you werent there. yuppes. never knew you cared. walking thats route. first time i met you. really first time. never expect thats. was happy thats you werent playing but studying. was glad thats we are nottx enemies. was sadds at the same time. i cant bring myself to forget everything thats happened. maybe time canns heal bahhs. slowly slowly. i will be dead by then. yahhs. tomolo celebrating mummy's birthdaye. tue no time for her. sorrys mummy ! i hope your present will be my good results. I HOPE SO. i dnt want to disappoint anyone. tryy my best. dnt regret. study became part of my life. good nites. take cares. misses.
