Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
learning journey.
sighhs. i hate to stay at home. set mie free. will you ? like i was a bird in a cage. cannot be set free. i want to go outtx everyday. i want to work. i want to earn money. i want to buy. i want to be free. i want to be happy. been locked up. i hate the feeling. i hate being controlled. think of my feeling canns ? so many days passed lerrs. i am still jobless. i never put in effort bahhs. really need money. if nt cant survive at all. understandd ? thought tomolo canns find job. but cannot. another one. also cannot. boredd. sadd. about one month lerrs. haven even have a proper job. been nagged. been scolded. give mie a break lahhs. after Os. and no school. no band. i am still troubled. GOD, let mie off. please. just leave mie alonne. i watched the scar. thinking of the pasts and now. i knew i have changed. but i want to learn to take things easy. learn to be matured. learn to make decisions. learn to grow up. learn to think of others. learn many other things. time will heal. time will take place. yahhs. take cares.
