Monday, December 19, 2005
Monday, December 19, 2005
slash.
sighhs. today was again stuck at home. still haven find a job yet. for now, is different agains. life still have to go on. i knw. i dnt knw is it right to treat it this way. i miss everything. but is over agains. fade away but exist. start over agains ? canns i ? one slash down, and slowly recover a little. and another slash down agains on the old wound. whats will i feel ? tears. guess was fated ? nt meant to be ? memories i will keep it. hoping everything will be okay. wish all the best to you. so many better ones outtxx there. as for mie, stayed on the spot. waiting for time to heal the wound. will be on the same boat as koala. but koala have job. i dnt have. i need one to keep mie busy. yuppes. tomolo going to school. missing school days. having farewell. drifted. hope we graduates will have fun there. missing everyone loads. after prom, been losing contact to everyone. think god always make fun of us. i hate it. maybe i will be more matured in my thinking after all problems. maybe bahhs. i dnt want to cry and cry like last time. but scar will remain there. christmas is coming. no idea how to celebrate. let it be. take cares.
