Thursday, January 05, 2006
Thursday, January 05, 2006
anew ?
sighhs. it had been some time lerrs. school reopened. students going to school. graduates waiting for o level results. arrrgh ! bored. going to two months lerrs. i dnt have any job yet. i really think that i am a failure. cant even find a single one ? only one. tutor coordinator. my job is to match students with tutor. but i cant find any students yet. please help mie. contact mie if have students need a tutor. any level also canns. today went to find job agains. raining. yea. john little no vancancy. metro cannot. taka nt sure. others no no no. really pek cek of finding one. went to eat first. then find agains. no no no agains. forget it. went to find jl. admire those have job de. i nearly got jl's job too. but i nv recieve any calls. sadds. =( the environment is good. pay nt badd. collegues nt badd. jiayou. walk arnd and asked is there any job vacancy ? even i canns repeat it many times in my dream. fcuk. having badd mood. went home. tearing. i just have a badd attitude. control my emotions. and flip through the newspaper agains. called one by one. finally. tml going to interview. hopefully. please. i need a job badly. without a job, i slack. i think wildly. i play maple. i slp. i watch tv. i cut. i teared. i hate it. oh god, just do mie this favor. till now, i still cant forget it. seriously cant. time really heals. but is still exist. i think of it everyday. everynight. haiss. just hope my results is good and presentable. gd nites. XP
