Tuesday, January 31, 2006
Tuesday, January 31, 2006
CNY.
sighhs. came to blog lerrs. cny came so sudden. been so busy. do this and thats. my muscle grew bigger and bigger lerrs. but every morning i will feel damm tiredd. haiss. and now, is cny is over. guess thats i nt helping lerrs. take a break ? what to do at home ? arrrgh. sunday went to grandma hse bai nian. wear nice nice. have hongbao. eat eat. talk talk. quite bored. drank a sip of liquor. quite nice. hahas. swt swt de. i lorve my uncle paul. if he is my dad jiu hao. canns have loads of stuffs. but he is quite strict. i have to study well lehhs. hais. no one is perfect. slept at grandma hse. then eat dinner. after that went home. wanted to watch movie but postponed lerrs. yesterday went to chalet. nothing to do. played bowling. played arcade. used my money. gone gone gone. every year nothing to do. at night, have a game. like toto or bingo. three rounds. i won the third round. 55 bucks. two winners so divide lohhs. gave the money to my mum. for the movie tickets. dad lost in gambling. thats all. then today went to watch i nottx stupid 2 with relatives, cousins and grandparents. is nice. go watch. made mie crys non stop. almost everyone cried. hahas. knw whats FAMILY means lerrs. it means "Father And Mother I Love You." i didnt knw. learnt many stuffs frm this movie. yuppes. after thats went to restaurant to eat lunch. i am so full. walk arnd and went back home. felt so tiredd. its the sun's fault. slept a while and went off to chalet. nothing to do agains. played bowling. i improved. yeas. CLAPPS ! my cousin had turkeys. damm pro. many babies arnd. janson is the most handsome and cute de. zen's son. zen and janson. such nice names. i lorve it. i changed a lot. yuppes. everyone said thats. results is coming outtx. very very scared. nt excited. dnt come outtx. i fear i cannt make it. i fear of receiving it. i fear to face it. sighhs. everyone asked which poly i going ? which course ? which jc ? i really dnt knw. i dnt knw where to go. i am lost. what is my goal ? aim ? target ? no idea. just lorve maths. god, tell mie what to do. lead mie to the right path. will you ? let mie let go of the pasts. i am thinking of it everyday. gonna burst. life is yours. cherish it or you will lose i if you give up. x)
