sighhs. "you've gotta go for it! only you ... yourself can help yourself ... understanding yourself is most important." "two A.M and the rain is falling, here we are at the crossroads once again, you're telling me you're so confused you can't make up your mind, is this meant to be you're asking me." "but only love can stay, try again or walk away, but i believe, for you and me, the sun will shine one day, so i just play my part, and pray you'll have a change of heart, but i can't make you see it through, that's something only love can do ..." i like this story, "i believe you." plus the sadd song. wanna buy this book. but hard to purchase. tryying to find it. all thanks to don's recommendation. first time reading story in internet. and was interested. hahas. good =) doing nothing nowadays. looking for jobs but end up helping my parents frm tml onwards. i dnt wish to but neverminds. hmmm. so i slack. played maple. but getting sick. hais. even want to go outtx also no one to turn to. i am really hopeless. i am really lost. haven bought my new year clothes. oops. so this is life. learn to accept it. so do something meaningful while you canns. dnt regret wors. think carefully before you ade any decision. been thinking through the night. listening to the rain. thinking of the pasts, the decisions i made. i still think of it every moment. maybe it still exist. i guess i regretted. what is meant to be, they will be. so let the god do the job. or let the fate comes near. grab any opportunity. dnt lose it because you wont knw when you will need it. XP
