Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
100206'
sighhs. 100206 is the date when everyone of us will be taking our GCE 'O' level results. whys is it so fast ? hais. very very worry. very very scared. please. oh please. i really hope i canns do well this time. every seconds. every minutes. every hours. every day passed. the day is drawing nearer and nearer. my heart will beat faster and faster. if that day i die, will i take my results ? but if i die, i also want to see lerrs then die. to mie, this is extremely important. please. i think i will cryy every night. hais. too worry. i really have very very less confident. how ? grandma wish mie good luck. give mie encouragement. ask mie to gogogo. really touched. i very scared thats i will dash everyones' hopes. even now, i am cold. too tense. if is badd, i really have nothing to do. i dnt knw how to face this. its the end. meaningless. just hope it will turned outtx to be good. pray hardd everyday. prayy hardd for everyone. gogogo ! andd fri is our last time seeing each other. maybe is the last time. perhaps. cherish it. yesh. i will. remember every single faces. really cant bear it. but i thought i lost everyone already. =( sighhs. miracles. i beileve. but is either you die or i live. isnt it ? fri fri fri. 230pm. it will decide where we go. where our future are. all these days, i have nothing to do. nobody dates mie. and neither do i. maybe everyone is just waiting for someone to take the first step first. just like whats kc said. hais. you made mie teared when you said 'its nice knowing you'. its really nice knowing so much peeps. knowing so much knowledge. knowing every single teachers. and we are leaving. yuppes. the matter also made mie feel lost. just let all these become a past. i misses everything so whats ? forget it. its time to let it go. its time to learn how to put it down. take it slowly. andd stopp whatever i am thinking about it. wo ren ming le. no strength to do anything. stress up. today i cant beileve i am willing to teach my sisters and sacrifices my time. guess i dnt want them to end up like mie. haiss. dnt follow my steps. i regretted many stuffs. i should have really study hardd. but is too late. accept it. ohyahhs. read destiny cries agains. 1) find and experience TRUE LORVE. 2) have a romantic birthday dinner with my loved one. 3) a love letter dropping from the sky, specially for mie. 4) someone to take all my sorrows away. 5) die with a piece of a memory of TRUE LORVE. gd luckks everyone ! eleven clapps.
