Sunday, February 19, 2006
Sunday, February 19, 2006
heaven knows. ]=
sighhs. i really hope someone will underestandd mie. just one will do. i seemed to lost everyone. i cant find anyone arnd mie. i never take the initiative. whenever i saw those lorving couples. those crappy grps of friends. who will knw what i feel ? i really lost. always ask yourself. are you happy ? if no, whys still made decisions that you will regret ? i dnt understandd. i hate youu. but i cant. time will overtake those pains slowly. i will forget you someday. even how hardd, i must tryy. if nt i will suffer. so what if i am single ? doesnt means i cant live right ? i shall find one day and go shopping alone. eat alone. but i cant bluff myself. i need somebody. i dnt want to be despo like those peeps outside there. yucks. hate those third party or those arse guys. whatever. whoever. everyone arnd mie are in loved. are being loved. wahhs. become so trendy. good. loner is a loner. is the fact. please accept it. when will i wake upp ? i cant even manage my own stuffs. failure. same goes to my result. total failure. nobody will understand my feelings. i nearly died. isnt a big deal stuff. common news in newspaper. hahas. today went to buffet at hotel intercontinental. nice place. doesnt click with anyone. just have to be childish at times. thirty eight bucks per person. is ex. so we had to eat as much as possible. yuppes. walked a while at bugis and went home. i want tanning. someone date mie outtx. pathetic one. guess tomolo i will be studying ? wahahas. maybe. i will do the same as darrling deicided. GIVEUPP ! lets do it togthr. tryy even though you knw you cant. pessimistic. i just have to admit. heaven knows the pasts and futures. heaven knows who is good and badd. heaven knows what is right and wrong. beileve in god. all i want is somebody. is it that difficult ? ]= 1) find and experience TRUE LORVE. 2) have a romantic birthday dinner with my loved one. 3) a love letter dropping from the sky, specially for mie. 4) someone to take all my sorrows away. 5) die with a piece of a memory of TRUE LORVE.
