Sunday, February 19, 2006
Sunday, February 19, 2006
SOS.
sighhs. third of march seems so far far away. what will the result be like ? i hope for the best. hrms. maybe god want to make funn of mie again ? i slacked these few days. i dnt think this is the way. i hate it. i began to play gameboy. hais. i wanted to studyy. i dnt wantt to be rusty. recall every bits of knowledge is good too. i must. frm next week bahhs. i wanted english tuition as soon as possible. please. i should have took my mum's advice earlier. then my result will nottx be in this way. i hate number 23. seriously, i hate myself. whys should i be here ? i should be right up there or down there. everything doesnt seems right everytime. is contradicting. i want to study. i want to work. i want to spend money. i want to shopp. someone tell mie what to do. every single day, i cant stop thinking about the pasts. i suppose it ended earlier. and i should really try to stopp my mind frm thinking. it hurts. bleeds. slits really dnt help. i felt terrible everyday. i cant be peaceful. i cant be happy. just hope i was a kid now. no troubles. no problems. true lorve is true. but when will i experience it ? when will i find my only one ? memories stays even someone dies. guess i does nt belong to this world. set mie free then. fuck. i really need someone. ): 1) find and experience TRUE LORVE. 2) have a romantic birthday dinner with my loved one. 3) a love letter dropping from the sky, specially for mie. 4) someone to take all my sorrows away. 5) die with a piece of a memory of TRUE LORVE.
