Friday, February 10, 2006
Friday, February 10, 2006
tormenting.
sighhs. so is a badd one for mie. what a surprise huh. is fcuk. is shit. is BULLSHIT. i really hate it. so my feeling is right ? but i dnt want. i still cant accept it. the starting of the powerpoint. wahhs. happy that the OVERALL did well. improvement. so whats ? the good ones pull the weaker ones mahhs. i am totally disappointed. break down. thannks everyone for the care andd encouragement. i just cant stop thinking about it. tearing non stop cant help but. haiss. i never ask others about their results. i just knw how to crys. thannks su eng. i never expect my cousin to be there for mie and others. yuppes. she crys too. after going to the toilet. i went home alonne. i insist. just wanted to be alone. sry su eng. slowly walk andd think. tearing. had many missed calls by parents. called mum and started crying agains. her tone. she never scold but i knw she is disappointed too. i am sry. wanted to be alonne. i sat there. nt intending to go home. i saw sis and i hid. first time. dad called so many times. i dnt wanna talk to him. sry mrs boey. i never get A1. but B3. i hate myself too. sry for nt picking your call. i really want to be alonne. i nearly commit suicide. haiss. finally went home. lock myself in the room. grandma wanted to talk to mie. okays. i control my emotions. i cannt. she say neverminds. still got course. i knw everyone is disappointed. I AM SORRYS. i never did my best. i never have good results. i never make you all proud. i am useless. i cannt go to business. but maybe related one still have. better than nothing ? i am really lousy. those peeps get so good. i am stupid indeed. god is making fun of mie. boss too. haiss. same fate. i just hope i canns go in the course i chosen. please. to those studying: please do studyy hardd. if nottx when you take your results then regret, is too late lerrs. dnt follow my footsteps. is very painful and tormenting to walk this path. thannks kor. i suppose i am okays. full of saddness. full of disappointment. full of tears. no mood for anything. congrates huimin. congrates to those clever peeps. congrates darrling. heard that you canns go jc. its good. jiayou. take caress. iamdumbb.
