sighhs. )): i dnt knw what to say. didnt have the mood. i cant really accept the fact. some says tryy appealing. i dnt even knw what courses i canns go in. some cant. my lousy results caused. some says is good mahhs. i dnt knw will i regret. i dnt knw what is it about. that little paragraph shows what ? if i regret. i waste one yr. if i appeal, where ? to where ? YOU TELL ME ! say is easy. is hardd to make decisions. i really have no where to go. unless republic. if nottx dnt change. how how how. nobody is there. if i want to go see see, who canns ? i dnt knw is i never ask or they are gone. how canns they be so happy. whys i am here alonne. dnt tell mie anything anymore. whatever i want to do, sth stop mie. maybe i have depression. maybe i should be alonne. maybe i should settle all alonne. oh wells. i think over carefully tonight. beginning to start a lonely life. i will gettx use to it sooner or later. i will talk less. just like the pasts. i cant even think of anything to talk abt. is over. i cant communicate anymore. i am srys. )): leave mie here will do. everything is changing. i have changed. i hope i am up there. without thinking. living happily. i felt that i am really pathetic. like begging for peeps to pei mie. gettx lost. f c u k o f f.
