sighhs. day after day. yesterday canns register. i still cant make up my mind. i want to retake maths. but do i have the time to ? maybe i shouldnt. but i am nt satisfied. am i too greedy ? all the decisions and waitings made mie crazy. GRRR. so perplexing. such slow tormenting process. sighhs. i counted. whys shd i bother ? eighty of your msgs. i nvr delete. guess i will someday. perhaps tml. forget. leave this world. say goodbye. i cant communicate. my money will be gone someday. control. outtx outtx everyday. i want sun tann. ask mie outtx. i want study. i want somebody. i need a holiday. set mie free. )): lorve hurts.
