Wednesday, March 08, 2006
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
a l o n e.
sighhs. yesterday wnt to sp. looked arnd. is so bigg. i dnt like it. phew ! wnt to macdonalds. think over. saw von and rowen. then met a gurl. help herr with the survey. chat a lot. so rp is nt as thats badd. nursing also. hrms. decided to go rp. but on the way. receieved a call. have to appeal online first. dots -_- so we took cabby to j8. wanted to catch a movie. but too late. so wnt to haigen diaz. nt badd lahhs. i wanted shoppings. but they dnt want. wnt home then. appealed for rp alrdy. i am stupidd agn. should have put more than 2 choices. should have put the right one. hais. )): today wnt nyp. nth much. waste time only. nursing was 21 pts. health sci-nursing was 28 pts. weird. jorris, our new friend. helped me a lot. nice knwing herr. going outtx someday. hw and mie wnt to causeway. wanted jack's place. i was craving for it. nt time yet. ate pizza hut instead. saw xy and wq. we shopp arnd. bought cd for sis. bought puma shirt. nth much there actually. orchard is still better. watch big momma 2. darn farnie. laugh. i did. but nt that much. no idea whys. maybe i changed. let the fate decide. i wish you all the best. the pasts are over. the memories are over. andd i am left here. )':
in the darkness, i look for someone. in the cold, i stretch out an arm. but nobody comes, nobody warms me. i'm all, all all alone. i'm so afraid.
i was so alone, so lost. i'm so happy, so free! up here there is no darkness, no pain. up here we love perfectly, completely.
