miserable. sighhs. woke up late as usual. do the laundry. started to read books. whys i never start earlier ? i regretted. i will score better if i do so. after lunch. went to tuition. first lesson was okays. i guessed. her son is so cute. he only wears an underwear. ((: he treats mie swts. he asks mie to watch tv. he is so adorable. wanted to pinch him. but nahhs. went in the rm with another guy. although is diff races. is good to speak english. learnt new words. she is good in teaching. i trust her. i hope i canns improve a lot. but only if i canns help myself. i have to speak more. read more. listen more. use more. yuppes. went home then. i hate e adult bus fees. is so expensive. urrrrgh. >< tommorow's posting is outtx. excited yet worried. who knws how it feels ? they never even tell us the specific time. darnn. still nt strong. no matter how time changes stuffs, i hope for the best. misses sch life. misses those memories. misses those places. misses those peoples. i even knw how to ans a simple qn. indeed a failure. who am i ? what kind of a person am i ? NOBODY KNOWS. even i dnt knw. )): is nice knowing everyone. is nice to have everyone. but i didnt have the power, to have everyone. i am srys. walking alonne. )):