sighhs. been woke up by boss. "the posting is outtx !" gosh ! i get into health sciences(nursing). good ? badd ? is like the seventh choice. doesnt mean i like seven, then it had to be like that. wth. jes called. kor called. wen caled. i really dnt understandd MOE. whys ? they should have course. i dnt knw how to console them. everyone cheer ups ! i cant slp well after all those calls. i dnt knw how should i feel ? confused. darnn. stupid arrangements. fcuk system. went to meet wen for lunch. hais. talked to yk. eat at his place there. chit chat. finally saw the guy. nt badd. quite cute, i guess. walked arnd. bought stuffs. met joce. i dnt think anyone is happy with it. even i dnt think i am. shall i appeal for anything ? is it good ? someone tell mie more abt it. i dnt care how far. i just want to knw is it good ? some says huh. some says better than mie. some says nurse arh. good mahhs. canns find a doctor boyfriend. wth. some says have to clean shit. i dnt knw lahhs. everything goes in the wrong way. waiting for the letter to come. somebody. )): pondering.