sighhs. woke up early. went to harbourfront. bought snacks and mat. reached sentosa. went tanning. finally okays. the bloody sun dnt shine. the clouds cover the sun. GRRR. managed to tann for one hr ONLY. darn short. i am nt black. isnt any much difference. wasted my time and trip. sadds. )): still very blur abt polys. i received np's letter. waiting for rp's. if i paid the fees for np, rp's letter then come. what shld i do then ? sighhs. confused. such complicated life. studying is better than these. nt lookin forward. slacking everyday. shld do sth meaningful. i want work. kors working. i want pay. i need pay. canns i ? seems impossible. hais. how are you ? how good canns i be ? that's my ans. how to look on a brighter side ? there isnt any light at all. there's sth missing. seeking for somebody. i need somebody. being alone.
