Thursday, August 31, 2006
Thursday, August 31, 2006
*snoring.
*SLEEPY mood. because of e morning shift, i nvr had consistent qt. i dnt want to disobey papa. papa, give mie strength to obey your words. but my brain just dnt function well. managed to woke upp today. morning call this bro. thn took train to novena. but guess what. i thought i will be early today. i took e wrong direction and was kind of punctual. i was too tired and i walked in e train blurrly. marina bay is scary. i was quite shocked as it looks scary. reached there and had to listen to e reports. two new patients. wahhs. they are big sized which need assistant. learnt new knowledge everyday. i am soo tired evrydayy. i knw whys is she in e same ward as mie. papa wants mie to treat evryone equally. accept one's self character. i used to hate herr. i used to gossip and talked at herr. papa help mie soo much. patrick ask mie a thinking qn after i wipe e patient's backside. did you quarrel with e patients? (NO) did you quarrel with your parents? (YES) thn whys are you treating e patients better? (errrh. is diff.) what if one day your parents are your patients? (i will treat thm even better) WOWW! what a powerful qn. this qn lead mie to think even deeper. abt how i cherish my parents. thanks patrick! tmr is his last day at medical ward. ITE is more of practicals. COOL! finally i got afternoon shift. but i am vry sadd. i cant make it for ktv at kimberly's hse and CG on fri. that is our first formal CG. arrrgh! soo many events and outings crashed with my time. no sowing this wk but wenping is coming on sat. (YIPPES!) oh FATHER! i need you. i am desparate to grow and have breakthroughs. i want to serve you even more in evry way. i want to work hard with NPians together. papa, i need your strength to help mie. help mie to handle e roles well. i prayyed for breakthroughs. i prayyed for strength, courage, confident and wisdom. help mie in my sowing and contacts too. i want to thannked joella for such a fast response. most importantly, is i lorves my PAPA. (:
