Sunday, September 03, 2006
Sunday, September 03, 2006
F.G.P.L
OH LORD! i need you. i am desparate. help mie papa. evrything doesnt seems right. since i got attachment. there is sth missing in my life. i felt sth is empty. my life isnt fullest. i didnt have time with you. i disobey you. maybe i am lost. i missed soo much event. i miss CG. i miss my sistas. i nvr gettx to talk to thm for a period of time. i was sadd. time doesnt seems right. maybe my work time is vry long. it clashes with soo many stuffs. my sowing plans doesnt goes right too. my contacts isnt tht responsive. it just dnt goes right. one of thm coming for service. i was soo happy but guess what. she last min got interview. i prayyed hard tht she canns make it this wk. got soo many things to plan and think abt. LORD, guide mie! i realised my faith level is low. i remember what pastor jeff said. we must have faith in evrything. i felt shaky whn things failed. i am afraid. with GOD, evrything will be possible. AMEN! i made up my mind. i will spent time with god no matter what happens. i will obey his word. i will repent frm my sins. YESH, i will do it! THREE! i must have faith in my contacts and myself. although they give mie cold shoulder. although they seems to aviod mie. i shld nt be discourage by thm. i will tryy my best. doris canns make it on thurs! god answered my prayer. (:
yesterday meet yiwei after my tuition. we wnt isle cafe. chatted loads. e bros thn joined us. waited for time to pass. laopo cut her hair! soo KE-WAI-NEI. i will still lorves herr. i just lorve e time whn all of us gather in e auditorium with GOD. pastor jeff preaching was powerful. prayyed for rachelle. faith.grace.peace.love. AMEN! after service, we wnt starhub. guess tht we missed e place. michelle and tiffany are nice gurls. hadd great time with thm. after dinner, we wnt to play pool. first time play for soo long. i have improved! thannks shifu! its 11 plus and we are walking on e streets. saw js they all. took e train with thm together. hadd a short chatting with leanne. and my nursing mate in christ-faith. all e NEL peeps. COOL! wnt heph's hse at serangoon. e bros wnt to meng yu's hse. andd e rest wnt home. webcam with xue. played guitar and p&w. WHEEE! i knw how to play lrs. lorves my nemo. read one chapter of my bk. watched my korean show on youutube. wnt to slp after tht. i think is already 4 plus. i squeezed with herr in e cosy bed. RING RING! morning call laopo, xue and sam. wnt back to slp. guess all of us are LAZY BUM. hadd a fruitful dayy!
today stayed at home. done half of my compre paper. i guess i shld practise more. e environment isnt suitable for studying. will my parents understand ? i hope they canns see my change. i am tryying to greet thm. i said thank you! ^^ "good morning!" is still hardd. i will take one step by one step. until e day whn e household is saved.
